Almost every guy i have had feelings for turned into a jerk after i got to know them better. One of the last guys i liked. Had a bad rep and bad temper etc But i did not know that.Tell last year when he cussed me out on My Space. Then other people that know him told me i'm better off without him.That i'm to good for him and that he has issues with women and a temper on him.I was attracted to him from the minute i meet him. But he would always stare at me creepy like though. His staring always made me feel uncomfortable.I thought i was over him. But i came across him a little over a week ago. I still felt attracted to him the minute i laid eyes on him last week. He stared at me again like always. But i did not talk to him.Just because i still find him attractive. Do's not mean i forgive how he treated me. I was tempted to chew him out if he approached me. I think i liked this guy because he gave me a lot of attention. He is in a local band and all kinds of women would throw themselves at him and he'd ignore them all and would come over and talk to me.I'm not the type of girl most guys call hot. So i was shocked and flattered when he would ignore these better looking girls and come over and put his arm around me.I admit i miss the attention he gave me.Plus the talks we had.But i think i'm better off no longer being his friend or having anything to do with him.I noticed since he joined the band 2 years ago. The band has lost a lot of fans. Some times i think it is because of him. Plus i'm friends with a guy who works for the band.He says all that guy is.Is Trouble and that fans etc complain about him all the time..If it was not for his wife. He would stop working for the band. But they are paying him good.The band had one record that was national 5 years ago and then they got dumped by the record label.After knowing all this and more.Am i nuts for still being attracted to this jerk?