Just left the pdoc. He said he didn't think the music thing was weird at all...maybe just a little obsessive. He suggested I listen to the same song on repeat for half an hour and the change songs. He said I am bisexual like a large portion of the population. Other than that, he just asked me to describe my mood. The only medicine change he made was cutting my antidepressant in half. He said this WILL work. He even forgot that he had raised my klonapin to 2 MG. He said "now is that still .5 MG of Klonapin? ". He just made the change a few days ago. That was my far the most nerve racking appointment I have ever had! I was so scared to read him all that stuff! Anyway, I guess second opinion it is.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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