Hi Everyone

Just been re-reading my posts and today I feel I have come along way.

Had a great weekend with friends and meeting new people. Did have a major hip cup when I had had too many drinks and phoned him late on Friday night. But managed to pick up the pieces and solider on.

Had a bad day Monday tired and angry. Seeing a pattern on two good days one bad day....as the saying goes two steps forward and one step back. But making progress.

I have challenged myself to not phoning him for this week. This is day one.

I have decided that I am going through addiction behaviour so have done some research....did you know that there is EA (Emotional Addiction) they use the 12 steps process.

Have marked a date in the calendar to draw a line in the sand...no turning back after that it history and should stay in the pass. It’s a nice idea and a great visual, if I can give up the cigs (which I have for 9mths now) I know I have the will power and desire to move forward.

Thanks to everyone for the love and support.

God Bless
SpringStar