((((((SecretWhisper))))))

I'm with you. This weekend is a holiday weekend and it will be harder than usual to contact services, so please try and contact someone sooner rather than later. Is your Care Coordinator any good? I know how hard it is to get support while you are feeling as you do and I know how disruptive it can be having the Crisis Team on your case, especially when you have stuff planned. Please don't let that stop you from getting some support.