I did six loads (the machines arent very big, theyre just regular toploaders) and that was it - i felt like i ran a marathon. I needed lunch and a nap. I'll be roughing it tonight then finish it tomorrow. If i can do 3 or so loads a day, i could have this place cleaned up by the end of the month. No t friday or monday so 4 day work (cleaning) weekend is possible. But right now, i think it is shower and bedtime!

I do hate to make plans about what i am going to because i hate feeling like a failure (or i have to get around my self sabotage), but then i have to at least prepare to do stuff somehow.