Ok so I know now that majority of my issues are because of what I have grown up with. Anxiety, depression and such. I love my mom but I feel as though she is the cause. I have never really talked to my T about this except briefly in conversation. I am afraid to disclose because of anger and getting upset to the point of crying. [which I haven't done in front of her] I feel as though if I just discuss what influences my mom had on me I would be able to move on and grow. I also feel that I should just forget about it as it is the past and you aren't able to change what happened, just better myself and move on. Any thought in this would greatly help..