How is the lamictal working for you? Are you hypomanic at all? I find that when I am, I become compulsive about texting and emailing. I can't stop myself. Then I become obsessed with receiving an immediate reply. At work, I write ill-advised emails and send them, even when I know I should not and that I may be jeopardizing my position. I've received some strange and puzzled responses, but, fortunately, I've managed to hold onto my job. When I become mixed, I get very angry and indignant, and my emails reflect this. It's so dangerous. I have no solution to your problem, except to remain as stable as possible so that you can think clearly about what you are doing.