Hi Friend
i can understand that you want to give up this fight. But can you do something before you take the extreme step. for the next 1 week i want you to visit this forum and read as many threads as possible and give hugs and thanks to every member who has shared his pain/insight/ideas. For example, I visit your thread and give hugs to you and hugs & thanks for members who have responded in this thread. visit any thread and give a hug to the member and thanks & hugs to the respondents for their contribution and keep track of how many hugs and thanks you have given. i also want you to make a note of the feelings you have after completing this task.
CAN YOU DO IT???