I'm sitting Indian style piled in the driver seat of my car while my baby sleeps in the back seat. I have so much panic, agitation, inner turmoil that the only solution is do you think my kids would find out if I hurt my stomach? I don't know if I can wait 8 weeks to get a second opinion. What am I going to be doing; what am I going to be doing and feeling by then? My doctor did nothing for me and he could, I'm sure, clearly see I was manic how could he not change anything if I am struggling. It makes me so angry. . How could he so, well, either cruel or stupid?