Thanks guys...that makes me feel a little better.

I'm going to be in a DBT group in a few weeks which I hope helps (because I have a lot of Borderline Personality Disorder tendencies) and I am seeing a psychiatrist tomorrow so I may need my medication to change. Wellbutrin is the only antidepressant I've been on, and before that I was on a mood stabilizer (Seroquel) and it made me really irritable and while on it I had the mental breakdown that made me go inpatient for the first time. I hope something can help.

And I'll read those notes when I get the chance. Thanks.