[QUOTE=iheartjacques;4456229]That's a worry, what makes you want to swallow the whole bottle? Three times?[/QUOTE

To be very honest with you hun, the only way I can explain it, is that my brain just cracked. I had times where I didn't understand what was going on in my head, the thoughts racing so rapidly and I jut wanted it to stop. The third time, I honestly remember very little, but when I took the pills it was like I was sitting beside myself in the car watching what I was doing, I wasn't me anymore, I had become this sad crazy little girl who couldn't explain what was going on, I was angry, frustrated sad and happy all at the same time, with racing thoughts, tremors.......the last thing I remember thinking was thank god its finally going to be over. I am however a little older and understand a little better with what is going on, doesn't make things any easier and in the last few years I have developed a few more symptoms. Doctors appointment is only 7 days away......