Thanks. I told my therapist a few days ago how I was starting to fixate upon one plan and she said that it was bad but if it gets worse I'll need to be hospitalized again or at least get a mental health evaluation. :/

I think I'll try to talk to my mom about why it's best I stay at the college I'm at now and why living on campus will be okay...but I need to make sure I'm in the right state of mind and my emotions are somewhat stable because I know the conversation will probably be somewhat stressful for me. Thank you.