I sent her an email last night and told her how I feel but that I understand why she moved. We talked this morning and she said that the email made her cry but she's not mad that I sent it (which was a fear of mine). It just felt good to get it off my chest. We agreed to only have happy conversations from now on, although she will be my sounding board when I'm having a bad day, as I will be hers.

I think the reason I'm so upset is because I've never had a friend that I've been this close to, and with her moving so far away I'm scared that we'll lose that friendship. We talked about that very thing just before she left, which is why we agreed to communicate somehow at least once a week. I truly do love her as a friend and cherish our friendship. It just sucks that I can't see her in person anymore.