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Originally Posted by Homeira
Please don't hurt yourself. Can you tell your husband what is truly going on with you? And that you are having strong urges of hurting yourself?
IMO you are getting to a point where you need more help than you can give yourself right now. I understand your despair, and truly feel for you.
And hurting yourself will only make everything A LOT worse.
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I honestly don't feel despair...just agitation to the point I could hurt someone or myself, really badly. I don't think I will do it but if I could end the urge and somehow disrupt this dysfunctional EMOTIONAL agitation that is mostly internal, I would have relief. It seems like only meds could do this and my pdoc's only solution other than the klonapin was to cut the Zoloft in half. It pisses me off...then again, everything pisses me off UGH!
I did tell my husband but all he said was he is so sorry and he can't relate because he's never experienced this. Granted, I didn't tell him I wanted to hurt myself.