This is kinda of connected and kinda not but .... just got the word that my BIL who has ALS is in the hospital and has made the decision to not go on the ventilator. He will be dying in the next who knows when..... I have known him sinse I was 10 or there abouts. My sister is strong and doing what she needs to do. My other sister went down yesterday. She is fine. There was some time that a group leader stated that it could be that I emote for the family. I wish I was calmer. But it seems that my issues are everpresent. Same lines... kinda...