Now it kicked in. I didn't expect it to be this motivating and focused.

My metabolism is fast I think. I'm on like the max dose of everything. I had 2 Tylenol OD's to add. Jeezz I'm still alive for some reason. Heavy alcohol abuse, cough syrup overdose while on an SSRI, Apparently the doctor said I'm fine physically. Always going outside, walking the hallways so my muscle doesn't deteriorate o.O She gave me a hep B shot and before I left, she was going to do another shot but meh I'll remind my mom.

Most empathetic and sympathetic woman that I've ever met. Really good doctor and gave me advice for when I left. She told me to go on Vyvanse because it's covered and Concerta isn't. She said she would treat me as one of her children and tried to find income from the ADHD society or something to cover Concerta but my mom knows how to do that. My mom knows that I'm very dependent on stimulants physically and doesn't want me to go back to where I was in life. The doctor liked that I'm really trying to have a good life, education, good job that I can handle without wanting to kick the crap out of stupid coworkers and she told me to ask the psychiatrist for assured income and he said yes before even thinking about it. She said it will help me get a better start in life which is good.