I cant feel pleasure anymore. I now have bipolar because my PDoc didn't listen to me and thought it would be best to go back on the SSRI. I have no libido for some reason. I have panic attack disorder and anxiety disorder because my pdoc didn't listen to me when I said I didn't think it was a good idea to up the dosage if it isn't making any effect at all. He wants me on Lithium which would mean I couldn't work outside in the sun or do heavy work, so I would have to be jobless and possibly homeless. His only solution for anxiety is Klonopin. I have akathesia right now. I saw him for 2.5 years and this is where I am with him. Not to mention I curl up in the fetal position every night due to suicidal depression on top of what I've already listed. That's as calmly as I can put it. My life is ****ed.