Hello, there!

I had a run with the disk. It was not, by all means, as severe as yours, but it did stop my life for a week.

You have a master's degree, and to me that is the definition of getting things right! :hug But you have gone through something that broke you, which is the feeling of helplessness and the fact that nobody seemed to care when you felt that, right? Are you planning on seeing a therapist? Even if you have one, I suggest you should go there, and have a talk therapy, and find a solution or gain a better understanding of your situation. And there's nothing wrong with crying and letting things out of your chest! I'm so glad that you shared with us your story, because that is you making the first step into getting help!

I wish you all the luck in the world, and remember that you are not alone! We're all here for you