My thoughts are so unorganized. I hope it doesn't get worse like word salad. Right now the high dose Vyvanse helps a lot and the abilify helps it from progressing long term I guess. A woman with word salad talked to me and I didn't have a clue as to what she said. I waited for her to finish talking and then left because she never stops. She would randomly cry or laugh in the hallways. I asked her if she was ok and she stopped crying and laughed which made me paranoid. I hope that the Abilify will prevent it from happening long term.

So many people there made like relationships. I did too made a few friends but people keep crossing the line saying I'm amazing or something to get me to talk.

They get stuck in lust and all I wanted was for the relationship feeling to go away for them but It's a drug being released Oxytocin love chemical or something but I don't like the feeling. On an SSRI, you can hate sex while for others, it makes them sex addicts or what ever.

One woman said that she loves me and will be back for me and we never talked before after she made out with my roommate in front of me just before that lol. Kept staring at me while waiting for my psychiatrist. I asked if she was ok and then I left because I can't handle that weirdness. If I stare at a girl that I like, they always catch me.

That girl that told the other girl that she's a ***** for always talking to young guys. I knew it was obvious before she even said hi but I was bored. She said I was good looking which creeped me out because usually I only get compliments when I'm with friends just cam chatting.