Ugh. Have been feeling gross recently. The end of the semester (college) was very stressful and I ate poorly and put on weight. I am home now which can be difficult because I am not always in control. Very nervous about summer because it is always so triggering. I work at a pool so to watch people walk around in bikinis all day and to have to wear a bathing suit myself is awful. I feel so self conscious all the time. Even shorts and short sleeves are hard for me. Any suggestions for dealing with the warm weather and skimpier clothing? Or body comparing?