Hey Everyone,

God I am sorry. It seems like the only time I come around anymore is when I am in crisis...

I am in a lot of trouble. Not eating...sleeping...totally stressed out...all because I'm getting married in 9 months to a guy that I don't know if I am in love with anymore. The real kicker is I can't get my best friend out of my head and our relationship has progressed.

I feel awful....untrustworthy......

I am scared and feeling so stressed that I might revert back to old coping skills....


Jessica