It's really good to see you felt comfortable reaching out here, it's a wonderful accepting and supportive community. Like others have said, don't be afraid to take control of your treatment. Your symptoms are real, diagnosis or not, and there is help available. Don't leave it till tomorrow to get help. Perhaps print out your post, and then discuss it with your support team - your GP, your Pdoc, your T. If you don't have any/all of those, talk to your GP and get online and see what programs/services are available to you in your area.

Hugs xx