I was in the bathroom, and I can't really describe the feeling, but I suddenly felt distant. like I wasn't consciously in my body, or as if I was just realizing that I existed. It wasn't like I was floating above myself or anything like that. This has happened many time. I was looking at myself in the mirror, and I suddenly felt as if I didn't exist. It's really quite weird and it leaves me weirded out. I also have really bad focusing skills, listening to direction skills, social skills, I often get paranoid and anxious, as well as angry really easily, and have uncontrollable emotions at times. I get anxious in crowds and have really bad self esteem issues. At time i'll feel super super happy and feel really attractive, other times i'll feel depressed and paranoid as well as angry and like I'm the ugliest guy in the world. I just need help finding out if I'm normal or have some sort of mental disorder.