Sorry to hear things are bad for you, you sound like you are hurting. And to not be able to reach out to your support network because they are leaving can make you feel isolated, frustrated and alone. I am glad that you have someone else in the house to help you.

I can relate to the weight gain on the seroquel, I only had to look at food to put weight on, and had to come off seroquel after just a short period of time. I went onto Saphris, which is not much better, but at least I can take that last thing before I go to bed and sleep through the cravings. But that doesn't help you does it.

Hang in there. It's going to be a right pain in the butt having to explain your life and treatments to someone new, but you can do it. Hopefully you can build a long standing relationship with your next Doc, and Pdoc. In the meantime, don't be afraid to go to the hospital. Even if they don't think you are bad enough to admit you, they should be able to put you in touch with someone who can help. Don't leave it til you are in crisis to reach out. You don't have to go through this alone.....

hugs xx