Hi

I believe your mind is terrifying you about the consequences if you say you are suicidal to your psychiatrist. please don't let these anxious thoughts get the better of you. i believe your psychiatrist will get you admitted to a hospital and start you on a medication which will calm you down. someone will be there to watch you so that you don't attempt. remember you are not aggressive or hysteric to be confined to chains. you are just extremely sad and hopeless and need of comfort.