Mars,

I hope this doesn't sound "detached" or cold, but there has been a lot of research done on the children of schizophrenic parents. I haven't read any of it personally, but it's been discussed in class. That might be something for you to look into- you know to help you remember you are not alone and that the effects of your mother's illness on you are NOT your fault.

(((hugs))) <--only if you want them. I can imagine that made for a tough childhood. Sorry for your pain.

Angela