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Sitting here waiting. SOOO nervous! I feel like I need to pace back and forth but that would embarrass me so much so instead I am shaking, rocking back and forth and breathing so loudly. SO much less embarrassing, let me tell you. I am about to flipping lose my cool and go crazy on these poor people.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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