Lunar glad some can relate. But i wish nobody had to deal wityh Heartache. Has coming here help at all? Wants2Fly you are corrected about my childhood. My family treated me badly and at times still do.Even though i have lived on my own for 18 years. My mother thinks i should be in a group home because i have Epilepsy. My family do's not give people much affection. My mom gives it when she wants to look like a loving mother. When she comes here from Texas. In private she will verbally abuse me. But in public she will be giving me hugs and going on and on how much she loves me.She is very fake and i don't like her touching me.I have talked a little bit about this with my T but i have only seen her 4 times. She wants me to write a letter to my mom. Not one i'd actually give her. But for me to express my feelings that i have had for years. But mostly have held in.