All I want to do is sleep, but then once I fall asleep I wake up and it's hours before I can go back to sleep again.

Somehow I'm not tired during the day.

However, I can't do anything. Cooking food is too much; I've gotten to the point where I buy granola bars by the case. Things I have to do, like work and life obligations, I just don't have the energy to get anything done. I'm weeks behind where I should be.

I'm disgusted with myself. So far I am barely, barely hanging on, and haven't missed anything too critical. I have no energy to live anymore. I just get through this minute, and get through the next minute, and hope like hell that nothing else is going to be thrown my way, because there's no way I could deal with it.