<font color="#000088">My Mom thinks that people that are mentally ill are dangerous,not only to themselves,but to others as well.And most of my brothers think that my illnesses are all in my head as well.1 of my brothers thinks that if I want to be better,I can just think my illness gone, and it will be gone.So he thinks I'm choosing to be ill.And another brother thinks I'm faking it just so I can get Disability checks,and live off the taxpayers money,and not have to work for a living. Another one (the Pedophile responsible for it) says I'm making it up for attention,and that it's just a fantasy life of mine. He didn't shut up until I got his confession of molesting me on paper,and saved to disk,and locked up where he can't get to it! And my Mom likes to blame me for my Dad's heart attack,saying that I broke his heart,because he was a Psychologist,and he had to deal with his own daughter being mentally ill,and it made him look bad in his profession.When that's not true. My Dad loved me,and he was proud of me,in everything I did. He didn't ever get mad at me.He was sad when I would hurt myself,that's why I stopped,so I wouldn't keep making my Dad sad.I did everything I could to make him happy,and as comfortable as possible for the last year of his life! My Mom wasn't there for him,it was just me taking care of him! She didn't come around until after his heart attack,when he was in the hospital,and she saw an opportunity of getting put back in his "Will"! She said if he got out of the hospital alive she was going to re-marry him,it was to get back on his "Will".He died before she could! </font>
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