Finally done. I was a damn nervous wreck. I moved around constantly for a while until I couldn't handle it then asked to stand up and just paced. I felt frigging horrible! I apologized profusely for my behavior though. I read her the narrative from my most extreme psychotic episode and immediately regretted it. What an introduction! I liked her a lot though. Not nearly as much as my current therapist but she is $65 a week cheaper. Anyway, the important part, there is an 8 week wait for the psychiatrist but because of my symptoms and because "whew, you are on a lot of medications", she put me on the cancellation list and I should get a call soon. She also wants me to do a couple group therapies.