<font color="#000088">Thanks you guys! All those years I usually had the beach I could go to,or my Dad I could call,or be with.And last year I had just had Nico for 5 months,so he was still just a little guy,and my bloodcount was still way too low from the Hemolytic Anemia I had gotten from the interferon treatments they had to stop in May,to avoid a blood transfusion! If I would have cut,it probably would have killed me,just because of how low my blood count was already,I couldn't afford to lose anymore.I needed my little Nico probably as much as he needed me. He was my little boy,my pride and joy! Pet's can really make a difference in your life,and sometimes you don't realize it,until you have one. But he really means a lot to me, and I don't want to abandon him,and do anything stupid. He's my little angel! </font>