(((Moonkin))) I would suggest that you keep a notebook of the visions and thoughts. Date the entries, maybe make categories so it's easier to read back later. What you might find is that most of the things don't come true. That would be comforting for you I think?

Now, for the positive thoughts you are creating, that's wonderful work you are doing! There is something in the quantum world called "observer effect." What is being proven is that what you expect to see/observe IS what you will see/observe happen! Talk about the power of the mind! So yes, while we can cause ourselves to be miserable when we surely don't wish to be, we can methodically work at changing that and ever increasingly begin to think and find good stuff! That's a hopeful thing for me, I hope it is for you too. TC