Hi Notoriousglo, No I don't think you're a pathological liar
at all, there's clearly a lot of hurt you're feeling. So even
if it didn't happen, along with the belief you've
felt it happening

I can only assume your doubts are to do with whether one of your disorders is making you believe this when it's not true/the delusional idea, although sometimes with abuse people can just retain more "hazy", confused, doubtful memories or doubt things have happened.............sometimes as a form of protection against seeing what
did happen.
If you're not
absolutely sure
something happened (or regardless!!) then maybe you could talk to a T or a pdoc about it???
I
SO want to say
yes from what you've said it happened to you (although it might hurt, at least validation???) but
if you think maybe the disorders.............
But, I am sorry you felt that your brother wasn't supportive of you after you took such a
big step in talking to him about it. That must have hurt a lot

And you know if the abuse
did happen, which it might have (!!) there are still
plenty of reasons why he might have behaved that way.........he might have tried to block out some of what happened, he might not want to admit what happened to you or them for fear of facing those feelings in himself or in you, he might have felt responsible for not doing anything (I know he wouldn't have been, but.......) and is denying it, he may have "normalised" it in his mind believing that if it happened then it probably wasn't that "bad", and some people who are abused
do feel that their abusers must have been "right" in whatever they did/that they still deserve respect just because............
we know differently of course but............
So maybe start with your T or pdoc,
if you think you need to, talk to your brother again..........although I don't know if he would say much straight away if something happened, and if you still need help please contact a helpline because your feelings
are real/the pain
is real.
And of course if you want to talk more here..........

Alison