i also know how that feels my mother has always treated me not like her daughter but as her competition for my father's love today she told me to go to the store with my dad like if i were his wife because he did not want to go with her i myself wanted to spend my money at the store i did not care who i went with but she always does that to me and she makes me feel bad when me and my sister fight she always takes her side and defends her from me so i know how it feels to want ur mom's love and feel like you don't have it