I have thought about your post a lot today, first of all, I'm sorry you are having such a rough time ((((((((((( SecretGarden )))))))))))

Psych Obsessed - I think it is a NEED, a need to know/understand in order to cope with life.

My whole life revolves around psych. I asked my T about it a while back and he said that it was definately a NEED. Heck, it's painful at times to analyse everything, infuriating, frustrating but circumstances are that if I dropped it all, I feel I would actually fall apart.

Try and get some balance if you can, going out for a long walk can help when it all gets too much. A quick crossword puzzle or mindless computer game can take the pressure off for a while.

Take care.