Hello (((lovebugg))). I'm sorry to hear of your grandfathers death. Death is extremely painful for those of us left behind. You're too young to feel you have to shoulder all of this responsibility. I understand you feel the need to support your mom and sister in all of this but you need to let your mom know how you feel. Can you ask the temp agency why they aren't calling you back the next time you go and get a name and number of a contact person so that he/she will know how serious you are? I do hope you are following up with your psychiatric care. You have to take care of you before you can take care of others. Weddings can be very stressful. Three of the most stressful things we can go through in our lives is a death, a move and a wedding. You have all three. You may want to extend the engagement until you can get things in your life settled. I hope everything works out for you. Be well.