Hello everyone. I have dealth with anerexia/bulimia for a long time now. Its affected my heart and all of the balances needed to keep me alive. My doctor finally said, "your killing yourself, Elizabeth you are dying!" So is this not enough to say okay, time for help. I dont have a choice anymore, I have to be admitted on Monday. I am dehydrated and so many other complications have come from this illness.
I feel for all of you that struggle with this crap (for lack of better terms). This is so hard to deal with. I wish there was a magic pill to make us all well. Its going to be a difficult battle to get this illness under control. I dont feel ready, yet I have no time left. I am killing myself. The fear is unreal, its such a terrible feeling. I wish I had some hands to hold, I really need them right now. CAN I HAVE SOME HUGS, PLEASE!!!! Thanks everyone.
I have missed all of u lately and will keep on missing u when I am in the h.
Take care of yourselves; please!!!!

Thinking of all of u,

Justy