I'm glad it helped.
I get the feeling that a lot of people on here don't really want to help a person where they are at . . . the one that have replied to my post don't seem to bother reading or following the comment either, they just post random stuff trying to convince me to do what they would like have in their lives, which for the most part is irrelevant to my life or situation.

If you keep finding little ways to work on the self care, maybe the self-esteem will start to improve too.

I think a lot of time people expect too much and just don't want to meet you where you are. I do what I can and try to be content with that.

Cheers!