I was just confirmed after 24 hours that I was to be admitted to hospital this evening. It's almost 5pm here in the UK. So I have some time to kill and collect my thoughts. I am hoping to become a little more stable and to stay out of my bed at my short stay instead of dwell in bed like I have been doing for 3 days now . The review is Monday. So my fate on Monday would either be going home or staying longer. I am hoping to go home after the weekend as I really do want to get better. I know these things take a lot of time and you can't really rush yourself. But no longer do I want to fight myself. It's been a constant battle, and well I sure everyone would know what I mean . You are all amazing to still be breathing....being alive is very precious and all of you on this site are precious. *fist bumps you all*