i was a complete freak in school, especially middle school (i would compare myself at the time with the "breakfast club"s "basket case" girl) i am still haunted by my middle school years. and i am still a freak too. lol only now it is worse because now i have thought broadcasting, so i don't just Look like a freak am also aware that I Am a freak even on the inside! lol (that sounds cold blooded, but i have major guilt about who i am and also have intrusive thoughts about other people so i think i have earned the right to call myself a freak )