My last pdoc requested, with my permission, to have my husband and sister come into an appointment. She told my sister that if she didn't know me well enough to know how well I care for my kids she would have already called CPS (because I was so disoriented). That was shocking to hear and the reason I was hospitalized. No one was taking the severity of my illness seriously enough and she needed them to understand.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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