Going out for a meal in a few weeks...for the entire month I've been basically living off liquids and rice cakes. I'm still as fat as ever, that's for sure. And this is just gonna make me fatter :/ I'm not sure if I wanna do it now...even though I've checked the menu and already decided what I'm gonna have lol.

Also next week I think my sister's gonna have this mars bar fondue with me or something. Again, terrifying. But I really wanna try it too. Sigh the conflict is overwhelming.