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Originally Posted by hjames
Great topic. I'm in my forties now and just starting to process the collateral damage - the lack of normal socialization. Bullies at school and a violent narcissist mother at home. I have no good memories. No parties, no dates, no good times to look back on. How I wish I could have experienced just one girl dress up for an evening with me. Almost feels like amnesia.
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funny that you call it amnesia. because with all the the trauma i have been through i feel like my life was never real. almost like a movie. and i also tend to feel half alive.