Cosmic rose I have had regrets in relationships and tended to blame myself entirely for the breakup. There must have been something bothering you. It may not be easy to remember. Every relationship I have been in has taught me something.

I had a therapist to talk to. It helped me get over the guilt and get ready to move on. If you really are meant to be with him, then it will happen. Working with a therapist will help make it clear the way to go.