I have this guy that I've been talking to and I like him so much as a friend. I feel safe around him, like he understands me. Like we are in this beautiful world together and everything is easy, soft, and loving. But he's just my friend and we just talk about things and listen to each other. After I'm with him I'm on this emotional high and I feel everything, every little thing. The sunshine is so bright and songs really speak to me. Other peoples emotional states really get into me, good or bad and I'm just really sensitive to everything. I was with him yesterday at the park in euphoria with my dog and now this morning I was crying about something that happened last week. I know I'm bipolar very severely but I never noticed how quickly my moods go up and down. Feeling so strongly for someone seems to make it worse.
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Bipolar I
PTSD
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