have a phobia of meds...and I have a panic disorder and I have to take Klonopin (.25mg one in the am and one in the afternoon...then a .5 at night for sleeping....and a 10mg Prozac in the am) I'm afraid of side effects and What I'll feel like after taking them...I feel like ..." oh **** I took it now theres no turning back oh no!!"
...I cant take the meds no matter what I do or think about ( doc even said If I dont Hell call the DMV and have them take my license away cause I have a mental illness and Im a danger on the road..and stuff like that ) and I still cant take the med...so I want to check myself in so I can take them and be monitored the whole time...

Whats the treatment like there? Whats it like in general? how long will it last? Can I bring like an mp3 player or a gameboy or something? will they let me do that? Whats the sleeping conditions like is there gonna be people of all ages there? will I be roomed with some 40 year old guy or something? ( I'm 18)