i will never understand reality. the last time i remember knowing reality from dream for sure, i was only 14. after the break up with my first love, i got back together with an ex, and we did a lot of psychedelics. things have never been the same and will never be the same again. I will live with my thoughts being read forever. i will trip like i am still on acid for the rest of my life and i am only 31. i stopped taking the lsd, and pot at age 16 but things never improved no matter how hard i tried. i can't change my thoughts, and i can't get over the fact that the people reading my mind are contently on me about everything i do/think every second. and i will always have a face that changes shape and size, and i will never have a normal pure relationship like i did before the lsd trips. i did not know you could really get stuck on the trips for the rest of your life even after quitting. and i still don't know what's real. i think people Do read my mind, and i am just a week person because i can't deal with it right.