Thank you! I hope you're wrong about me crashing hard. But, my chest LIVES with agitation, irritation, and panic rather than the music, sunshine, and butterflies it did last week or whenever. OMG...ambiguous here...let's just say there are so many things I wish to do. The title of this thread is VERY fitting at this moment and there is not a damn thing I can do.

I talked to mom and hubs and the plan is to try to hold out until next Friday. If I haven't heard from the new clinic, I will go to the ER at Our Lady Of Peace and do the evening IOP from 5:30 - 8:30, Mon - Fri. There I will have access to their psychiatrist. Of course, they will do the eval through the ER so if they think IP is necessary, IP I will go.