That makes sense. I will never take clozaril either and that's one of the reasons my pdoc thinks of me as a non compliant pain in the ***. He really hates me i can tell. He said he didn't want to work with me anymore when i told him I wanted to switch from his pharmacy to my old pharmacy because his pharmacy shorted me by 4 days the very first time I used it. I was in withdrawal from clonopin by the time I got my meds.